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This evening I drive up to Peebles to stay overnight with my brother-in-law, so that my trip to Edinburgh to see The Specialist will be less tiring in the morning.
The last few days I’ve been getting increasingly irritated and annoyed about the fact that I know nothing’s going to come of it, the whole trip will be a waste of time and I’ll come away no further forward nor with any idea how to move forward.
Of course it hasn’t happened yet, so I can’t actually know that it’s a waste of time.
Ultimately I have to conclude that this is my fear talking rather than any true sense of prophecy. If I did have any fortune telling abilities beyond random luck, I’d have capitalised on them years ago.
But that’s the problem with fears – they’re damned convincing.
I’ve begun to notice that my sleeping position at night is becoming increasingly foetal in nature. Gone are the days when I would sprawl out, taking up most of the bed.
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I’ve begun to notice that my sleeping position at night is becoming increasingly foetal in nature. Gone are the days when I would sprawl out, taking up most of the bed.
ReplyDeleteBuy a hammock
I am told that my sleeping position could use a little fetalization (just made that up; I'm aware that it isn't a proper verb). Apparently I move a great deal in my sleep, but I don't believe a word of it.
ReplyDeleteSee you tomorrow!
I have a pretty dressing table mirror I bought in Peebles. I wonder if the shop is still there. Here's hoping it is a productive trip.
ReplyDeleteWe have a sleeping problem. My favourite position is spoons and I can't lie on my left side and MTL doesn't like lying on his right. So it goes.
BTW I do hope you have better weather; here it's cold very wet and miserable.
I wish you the best of luck.
ReplyDeleteAnd I LOVE HAMMOCKS!!! Go with Dr M's idea.
You are reminding me of that old joke about the bloke whose car breaks down in the middle of the night, miles from anywhere. He knows he needs a certain tool, let's call it a wrench, but doesn't have one on him. He looks around and see's a house up a dirt track so he starts walking toward it. On the way he starts thinking the chap in the house is not going to be pleased about being woken up in the night, he might get shirty, he might tell him to bugger off 'but I only need a loan of a wrench' he thinks. As he gets nearer to the house he becomes convinced that the chap inside will hate him for waking him in the night, he will have to argue his case, but he still might not get the wrench. He would be really pissed off if some idiot rang his doorbell in the middle of the night for want of a wrench. Eventually he gets up to the door and rings the bell; an upstairs window is opened and a man looks out and says 'yes, can I help you?' and the bloke looks up at him and says 'Keep your fucking wrench'
ReplyDeletePS. I bet Maggie likes the new sleeping position.
I feel for you, man. Hoping the trip to see The Specialist will help at least a smidgen.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the wizard. My thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteand ya' know, The Wizard really only pointed out to Dorothy that she'd had it IN her all along to get herself home ;-)
ReplyDeleteActually, that wasn't the Wizard! That was Glenda the Good Witch. Where the hell do you go to find HER??!!
ReplyDeleteanticipation...it's enough to make you scream
ReplyDeletehope all goes well, sugar.
Ah, the "F"word. Fear, that is. You must have been reading an EXCELLENT blog account about fear in the past few days. ;)
ReplyDeleteNo fears, and many answers--my wish for you.
I hope you're pleasantly surprised and this wizard does indeed have the ability to help. Wishing you all the best.
ReplyDeleteI wondered where you had gone/./...best of luck and safe trip.
ReplyDeleteI still sprawl!
ReplyDeleteYou seem to have been away ages!
ReplyDeleteDr Maroon - I don't have anything to tie it to
ReplyDeleteMary - it was great seeing you yesterday
Pat - I guess which side of the bed you lie on makes all the difference
ADW - no trees in the garden or the house to tie it to I'm afraid
Eryl - superb :)
Tom - thank you
Carole - thank you too
TheAmpuT - I was actually hoping to find the Wicked Witch of the West. I've heard she's expensive, but gets the job done...
...so long as I don't mind being a monkey with wings for ever more
Savannah - thanks
Restaurant Gal - I never miss a post in that EXCELLENT BLOG, although sometimes I have to read 2 or 3 together
Canadian Girl - thank you
Kuin - I'm back, briefly. It's your move by the way.
ReplyDeleteCasdok - welcome to my ramblings and thanks for taking the time to join in :)
Pat - I'm home now, but have been frantically trying to get all my notes sorted out for tonight's philosophy class inbetween crawling back to bed for another nap.
Kim, you still seem to get a lot done for someone with CFS. You just do.
ReplyDeleteEryl, that was funny. I've never heard that one before.
Your doctor prescribed a hammock. Good idea.
JG - I get nothing done like I used to/ should do / need to
ReplyDeleteThere you go - shoulding all over yourself. Stop it. You're the only one who can think your thoughts.
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